Suilaid...me again.
I'm a little down coz of the tag that someone anonymous put on my tagboard...but you know what? I thought about it for quite a while and I decided that I won't let it get me down. What I am about to say next is NOT in anyway a scolding or reprimand...but simply something that I feel I must make clear.
It is perfectly true that everyone has their faults and weaknesses. I have my own flaws. Duh.
But nobody...nobody has the right to dig up things from the past and kick someone when he or she is down. Just the way that nobody has the right to make me feel worthless when I'm not.
Coz everyone was made with good points too. When we criticise each other, it should be constructive criticism and not malicious words to tear down others. I mean...just take a look at MGS' school vision...to be a godly woman of excellence with a heart of love. Does breaking each other down with criticism that is not constructive do ANYTHING to bring us one step closer to this vision? Nope.
So, just in the same way, I am going to continue living my life to the fullest. I'm sorry if I've done anything that hurt anyone...which I would not do on purpose because I've been hurt before, and I know how it feels, and I definitely wouldn't want to subject anyone else to that kind of hurt.I'm not some kind of fancy magician...I can't just wave my wand and yell 'Abracadabra' and make myself a fantastic friend to everyone. Still, I can try to be the best I can be. It may not be the bestest of bestest...but it's the best I can be and no-one but no-one can criticise it.
So to Anonymous, whoever you are, you can stop rolling your eyes and calling me a 'bimbo' or 'miss goody two shoes' or whatever and hitting me with malicious words...coz it won't help you become a better person. I'm really not mad with you, and I have no intentions of getting back of you or anything...because that wouldn't do anything to make this world a happier place.
So I'm just going to end off saying that I intend to make a difference somehow in this world-whether to one person or hundreds of people-not for me, but for God.
And if you, Anonymous, think that you can go against God's plans for me...think again. If you don't like me, please just keep it to yourself...coz by feeding that anger towards me...you'll only hurt yourself in the end. If you don't like me and think that I'm just a wimpy Christian and a goody-two shoes...let me tell you something.
I am going forth in this world for God and nothing can stop me from doing my best for Him. He loves you just as much as He loves me...so I pray that you will find real happiness so that your anger will melt away and you will stop hurting people just for the fun of it. If you think I'm worthless...let me tell you something else. Everyone, even you, even me....everyone has value in God's eyes.
And if you choose to feed your anger and persecute me...then know that nothing can stand against the will of God. Nothing can hurt a Child of God...and it is an honour to be persecuted for Christ. Because in Him, I know that all things are possible and that He will shield me from whatever evil may come...and that one day He will reveal His plans for me.
God bless you all, friends and Anonymous!
|1:32 AM|
Suilaid! Me again...a big hug to everyone who has tagged my blog...you can find your elvish names on www.chriswetherell.com/elf. However, this site is undergoing construction so access is not promised.
Anyway, I took a couple of LOTR quizzes...so here are my results and the links so you can take them too if you like. Here they are!
You are Arwen.
(Please rate)
Which Lord of the Rings character are you? (with pictures and 9 results)
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Lord of the Rings couple
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Hmmm... I have to admit, you are good enough to
survive Middle-earth. You might not escape
unscathed, but you will survive. Would you
like to join the PPC, we need people of your
remarkable resilience and intelligence.
How long would you survive in Tolkien's Middle-earth?
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Arwen!
What Character from LOTR are you?
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|10:33 PM|
Congratulations! You are a level 4 Elf Knower. You
know practically everything there is to know
about these immortal creatures. Keep on
rocking.
How well do you know the Elves?
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Elvish
To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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WISEST OF ALL BEINGS-To you, the world of Tolkien
is the real world, and you have familiarized
yourself with it. Are you sure you're not a
foreigner from Middle-earth?
How well do you know the world of Tolkien?
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|3:02 PM|
Suilaid everyone!
Yeah, my old blogskin was acting up so I changed it to this one...personally I think that this new one is much nicer.:)
Today we didn't watch The Matrix in Philosophy. Instead, we just had a discussion...and Ms Chou also set us some homework. We were supposed to reflect on this short poem: 'I wonder where he is today, chasing dragonflies at play, my little boy who ran away', and then say what we saw in our mind when she read that poem to us.
Well, at first I saw a little boy growing up and going to war. Then, I saw this graveyard. It was a bright, sunny day, and the graveyard was just lined with rows and rows of white stone crosses. Everything was unrealistically hazy and bright...like things look in dreams. A mother was standing by this small white cross and crying for her little boy who had been stolen away by death.
*sigh*Wow. that piece of homework really got me thinking. I love Philo, although sometimes I get headaches when I think too deep:) Guess everyone has different sides. For me-I have two sides...one really bubbly, happy, lala kind of side...and another more dreamy, thinking-mood kind of side. Philo is gr8 for me to vent my feelings when I'm in the second kind of mood.
Well, I'd better go. See you!
|3:01 PM|